life SUCKS when your Not Society normal

The whole story is awful to me, mainly because there are two men who are in love with each other. But yet they can't be toghether,because of society. The reader knows that Jack nad Ennis are aware of society, because after they finish for the first time they dont talk about their new experience. As time goes on the story unravels where Jack becomes more open with his sexuality than Ennis, who just ignored the fact that he is not the stereotype cowboys. Ennis tries by getting married and having kids, but sometime in moment of intimacy he does with his wife what he does with Jack, even throught she dislike this action. The scene let the reader know that Ennis still yearns for this type of intimacy even through he is married with kids.